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iF yoU dOn't LiVe for sOmethIng...

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July 5th, 2010


i wish i knew why this kept happening to me.

June 1st, 2010

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life sucks.

April 15th, 2010

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so taking a break was not as simple as a i thought.
i want to curl into a ball and die right now if i don't throw up from crying too much first :(

April 12th, 2010


so, i need to start going out more.
i have been turning into my old high school self and it's really bad
im becoming wicked antisocial and scared of people again, i am always unhappy and anxious too
it friggan sucks

i can't wait to go to the hypnotist to lose weight i just sure hope it workssss

ok i'm done =]

March 28th, 2010

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so last night i basically had a breakdown in public. got wicked upset didn't want to talk, almost cried and i secluded myself from everyone.
then when with boyfriend, started bawling at a very bad time.
now, i feel the reason I am like this is because I feel so alone. I feel like no one has any time for me and its such a horrible feeling.
i understand everyone has their own shit going on, but i always make myself available for people. i feel that i can't even call anyone when I am hysterical, so I don't. and that makes me feel like more shit.
idk what to do anymore...

March 16th, 2010

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i feel like i can't stick to anything
blah :-/
i need help so bad

February 27th, 2010

General Characteristics of Cancer

Sensitive Cancer is ruled by the ever-changing Moon, and your moods go through many cycles. You're intuitive and nurturing, even psychic. Pay attention to your dreams, especially near a Full Moon. You are sensitive and loyal, with a ready shoulder to cry on. Cancer loves to get domestic, serving your friends and family home-baked goodies and tea. When you get moody, you need to be comforted, or else just left alone. Like a crab, you can cling -- or pinch -- when you feel threatened or vulnerable. And thrifty Cancers can pinch pennies just as tightly. (Of course, you also love to spend! It's a mood thing.) To make life easier, surround yourself with comfort: a cozy sweater, a favorite book, trusted friends, and a stash of your favorite goodies. Cancers are close to their moms, so keep yours on speed-dial and call her when you're down. You may be an unofficial mom to everyone in your life, too. Taking care of kids, friends, and pets can keep your spirits high.

February 21st, 2010

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i wonder if i started to keep a list of everything i ate on this if it would help me to lose weight.
and write down when i exercised. since tracy is the only one that reads this anyways i won't have to worry about boring anyone to death lol

February 18th, 2010

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okay. i need help.
i don't know what to do anymore.
nothing is going right. all i want is to succeed and its not happening.
no matter what i do.
i can't lose weight, i can't find a job, i can't be happy, i can't save money.

January 25th, 2010

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i finally give up.
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